tired of everything,
July29
cute, small, tiny, talented, cool, techy, good skills, funny, cheery…
I’m tired of everything… I’m tired of everything myself. I’m tired of being myself
it would be nice to have a new personality, new identity, be someone else. someone different, being me is pretty boring. I don’t wanna rant about things, i haven’t been blogging lately bcoz i dont want my blog to flood with negativity and loner-ness.
but yea, i just come to think of adding more colors to my boring life, something with excitement… you wake up and you look forward to having the day.
Anyways, that’s all the drama for now.
Page viewed 102 times by 73 stalkers
I once visited your site. I accidentally attempted to visit it…..or was it really an accident?….upon browsing stuff connected with Charice Pempengco (I am an ultimate far of her). So, i read this blog of yours. Just a little bit of advice as you said you are tired of everything, of being who you are, of waking up in the morning to see perfectly as you were the other day. Just look into yourself how lucky you are. As your portfolio states, you were born and raised here in the Philippines and migrated to Canada when you were 14 years young. There are a lot of Pinoys who wished they are where you are now. There are a lot of Filipino youths who wished they could afford their education because their parents will not be able to. When the snow hits your city, you have your own home to shelter you and keep you warm throughout the day. But imagine those kids on the streets, they don’t even have a single shelter for them to keep when it rains or the sun heats up. Just take a look how lucky you are because you have your loving family that hugs you at smiles at you when you get home. But how about those kids who had lost their parents even before they came to know what the world is? They never experienced the touch and care you have when someone in your family hugs you, they never had that smile your family gives you when you get home. You think adding more colors to your life, well, there’s nothing wrong with that. It’s everybody’s prerogative. But I want you also to think those people who are not able to see the beauty of the world. Do you think they could also add colors to their lives when they even had not seen one? Maybe through love of the people that surround them, but literally, they had not. You are cheery and you get tires of being one. How about those kids who have full of hatred and burdens in their hearts caused by the people around them? They maybe even don’t know how to be cheerful once in their lives. You are talented. (I can feel that.) But imagine those youths who should be in a learning center honing their talents but found instead at the garbage dump collecting some plastics and irons and stuffs to sell so they can afford their own food? You are techy. (I understood this as being technical, correct me if I’m wrong.) But how about those people who never had the chance to grab one? Even just a walkman cassette tape player? I understood your thoughts. I feel your passion. I know how it feels to being someone stagnant. We are the same. Not that exact, but in a way how you look life with its beauty. I grew up in a family who doesn’t have what you have right now. Well, I don’t judge your past because I don’t know any though. But you are still lucky boy. Yes, you are. Do not think LIFE IS BORING. Do not get tired of being your self. There’s a lot more to discover in your surroundings. Do not be selfish of what you have, share it. Talent, coolness, cuttieness, techyness, being funny….you share it, you never know who’s getting happier with what you share….you never know who’s having an inspiration because you made something lovely for them. Cheer up lad! Excel in what you are good at.
get tires of being one -> should have been “gt tired of being one”. My apologies for typo error. Cheers!