holy cow. I fcking hate them =( after 13 weeks of tuning in with the show, the finale was last night, I didn’t get to see it because I had to work… the million dollar question is WHY DID WHITNEY win it????

DAMN IT. I’ve been rooting for Anya since day 1… we’ll my original pick was — Kat, Anya, and Lauren… but I don’t get the point, Anya has more model edge not just body/beauty wise, but also the Passion, the drive, the ability, her photo, her catwalk.

I had a tiny glimpse of their final runway showdown but I’m sorry, Whitney’s walk is way too hootchie. not for high fashion, she looks like she’s walking for a pageant/just roaming around the mall… whereas ANYA knows her angle, her walk… the only down call for Anya is her accent… I understand that, but I’d rather have her than a FAKE/posed Whitney.

WHAT’s is going on with ANTM? they just want to have the first PLUS size winner I guess. and it’s about making a statement, “Curves are beautiful”… but I feel really bad for Anya… I still love her with all my heart. ANTM has become more into making statement now and not really focusing on finding the girl that has the whole model thing going on. To be able to win, YOU HAVE TO HAVE A STORY TO BACK YOU UP… WHAT a HELL. it’s not a plain modeling competition anymore… I HATE IT. how can Tyra disappoint me =(

oh well, it’s a show, and they always want to have a twist… or a surprise watever. they try to make it seem like unpredictable. URRGgGGG.. die ANTM, die die!

So American Idol finalist are down to its TOP4. as I’ve predicted… David cook, David A, and Jason Castro will make it atleast on the top5… well I don’t know about Sayiesha but I don’t think she has a strong enough Fan base to get her through to the next round. However, my all time favorite Jason C. is having a tough time fitting in and showing America how great of a performer he is.

C’mon now, I don’t think their song THEMES this season are the type of song Jason would want to be performing hoping to get a vote. poor Jason.

However, David Cook is amazingly and naturally brilliant. Like they always say, He’s authentic and he always adds his own touch to a song which eventually makes it more magical.

Moving on. teen heart rob David A. is still, I think, head to head with David C… watta coincidence, I think they will battle it off at the finale… I could hear Ryan announcing…. “OUR AMERICAN IDOL IS………. —– DAVID (?) ” and everyone will be holding their breath to find out who wins it in the end.

meanwhile, I can seriously say this is the LONGEST WEEK EVER… still waiting for a phone call… I hope i get it by the end of this week.

wow. i just got home from a job interview.

It was an awesome interview, a little short though… I would wanted it to be longer… oh well, I hope they would call me for a second interview, I really want to get into the job… they offer me to be a “STYLIST”… who knows there’s such thing as that in a retail store… oh well… it’s more like a ’sales associate’ but STYLIST don’t aim to SELL to the costumers… their MAIN GOAL is to EDUCATED and SHOW the costumer how to wear things and how to put together an outfit according to the style of the company.

Sounds like the perfect job for me at the moment… HOWEVER… I would have to quit Liz Claiborne if I ever get hired for the position. The policy says that I can’t work for any other apparel retail store… I can work for shoe company tho or food industry but not for any other clothing/apparel company.

THAT pretty much shocked me there… but IF I HAVE TO… I AM MORE than willing to give up my current job for it… It would seriously mean a lot to me to get this job right now…

I am not going to elaborate more on that… It’s pretty intense, waiting for their call back, without knowing if they’re really going to call you back… I just hope I could get the job!